Recent moment has turned things upside down. So much so that a certain clarity to my primary pivotal needs has shown them to be in conflict with a spoken goal which is no longer going to happen. As Og says, I now “commence my journey unencumbered with the weight of unnecessary knowledge or the handicap of meaningless experience.”
For the fourth time this month, I’ve rewritten my DMP and have now been able to focus on liberty without the “pull” to return to a career that does nothing over the remainder of “my allotted time” but detour me.
The value comes in that the freedom I seek will allow me to accomplish what I wanted to do for others without enslaving me to a pathway which devours dollars and shackles time. With the financial goals accomplished, all that I wanted for the end result of re-licensure back, was to help other people and that I still can accomplish. I know I can do that and the pathway will present itself. Just not this path.